OMG im the most hapyist person ALIVE right now... why well i met this guy on nexopia... Dakota and well all my friends were saying "your crazy shayna, talking to some randon guy on the interweb and meeting him at the mall... what if he like rapes you!!" and i'd alway just say he wouldnt do that to me, i have this feeling about him" and well that feeling was right he was... i mean IS a awesome guy i hung out with him all afternoon friday and then all evening on saturday and then saturday night i had this dream, i was like telling him about these built up feelings and that i really really liked him and idc if he didnt feel the same and then the Dream-Dakota is all like "Shayna shut up, i Like you too, alot actually" and then i woke up and looked around and was like "OH DAMNIT just a dream" so i had to go call eric and tell him eric just said "shay-faye its fate... u found him half awake on nex, sent a msg and then chatted this boy up, u guys clicked! now u dont find that just in anyone now do you?" i told him "no eric you dont now do you" eric then told me "see shay, this dream is saying tell him, see what he says and if he likes you, GO-FOR-IT ask him!!" and then he hung up and i was like omg ima do it, ima ask Kota-Bear out =] lol but i didnt do it till around midnight while i was watching this fucking scary movie. i was like OMG the movie was 'Quarintine' its soo fucking scary im never gonna get stuck in a building i dont wanna die!! if i died i'd never see Dakota again. oh but anyways i asked him and he said YES!! Dakota said yes to mee!! he told me he was actually going to ask me but he was too shy, and he noticed i was crushing on him all day yesterday. haha how u ask? well me i didnt realize i was doing it but when we were walking with his friends Chris and Brandan (they're sorta weired... wait chris is NORMAL and Brandan is the weired one lmao) anyways i kept reaching over for his hand i kept thinking purely out of scaredness of his friends and being in an area where i've never been before lol but it wasnt i love the feeling i felt when he'd garb onto my hand it'd send a shock of electricity through my fingers and at first the first few times a head rush and then i thought about my past realtionships, and i didnt wanna screw anything up and have us not talking to each other, o really really like him. then after we were at his house and i did this cause i knew i liked him and i just wanted to be close to him *readers: aweee* heehee im a dork oh well its my best quality. but anyways i'd lean into him and just plain out cuddle with him and he didnt push me away like other guys he just held my hand and talked with me and i LOVE it every minute i spend with him, i fall deeper and deeper into him and his 'charm' we exchanged "theme songs' lol his is a song by [[Megadeath]] and mine is one by [[Cobra Starship]] i cant wait for tuesday... its soo far away!! blah. erics happy for me i called him and i told him and he is soo happy that im finially happy yay well ima go to bed it like almost 3AM holy crappers... i said good night to dakota 2 hours ago and i said i'd sleep too gah im a bad girl... haha night ppl! lol
You know u love me
Xoxo S.
ps.
-i posted this at school the next day why? im awesome like that haha
I Love You Dakota!! <3 <3
