Facebook | My Wall-to-Wall with Dakota Charles Browning

Facebook | My Wall-to-Wall with Dakota Charles Browning: "Dakota Charles Browning happy 18th birthday shay i love you
ive never met another person who can make me happy like you can
when im with you the world just seems a little less gloomy
when im with you i feel like i mean something like maybe i actually matter in the world
theres no real way to describe the way i feel about you
but i tried :)"



i remember this =] i miss you so much dakota i love you still to this day. no matter what ppl say we will always be in each others lives =] <3

Lie To Me

do this one last thing for me...
just lie to me... and make me believe everything you say...
tell me you dont love me anymore
tell me what we had never ment anything to you...
that everytime we were together was nothing at all
tell me you never want to see me again.
or just say you wish you never met me...
cause this loving you is hard and it hurts me everyday still...
lie to me... tell me all of this and...and i wont look twice at you...
i'll forget everything we ever had...
all the shared laughs, smiles exchanged,
talks we had, kisses we shared... all the memories that were made...
just everything please Dakota...
i dont want to hurt anymore... i want to move on but i cant...
not while i know you still hold my heart in the palm of your hand...
please... just do this for me... let me go thats all i ask...

I got really bored n went to see my ex boyfriends Facebook page
And his status at 7pm read this.

"Song today really reminded me of you when you dragged me to the stereos concert complained like crazy but honestly i love it just cuz i was with you when i heard that times we had together and how much still miss you meh thats life i guess still miss you meh thats life i guess"

He has no idea how much I miss him too.
Dakota please if u ever see this I want another chance...
I can change... ill do it for you. Please

-Shayna

The Old Spaghetti Factory

The Old Spaghetti Factory: "CALGARY
CLOSE WINDOW"

tmrw im gunna go find my best friend... i will find her... hopefully =(

Alex <3 <3

mine and alex's convo tonight. =] i loves him lots n lots


Alex-
hey sorry I was praying with my mom for james

S.f.-
ah its okay

Alex
yea......he needs a good friend that will stick by him anytime he needs someone

S.f.-
yeah
well i hope that friend comes along soon. =)

Alex-
I am one of them
its sad how he thinks everyone in his life has walked out on him and thinks that he isn't worth they're time

S.f.-
mhmm of course u are, and ur a great friend

Alex-
:D I try to be the best I can be

S.f.-
ur best is the geatest =] u've helped me at times when i was down
now look ur here for me everyday. and i love u for that

Alex-
:D I lovez you too!

S.f.-
-giggle- lolol <3
oh i dont work tmrw, i had like 13 missed calls here at my step dads frm vanessa trying to tell me. i work wednesday thursday friday n saturday
i get tmrw n monday off but i work tuesday morning :(

Alex-
....really
that means you can come by and drop ODST off

S.f.-
mhmm. ooh but i have to go throught all my boxes first ahaha =] dont worrie i have like only 6 boxes with not too many stuff in them they're all small too so i shall start looking at 1-30 =]
lolol

Alex-
lol ok

S.f.-
but i fi cant find it ask ty if u can borrow his and tell him about our bet =] lolol
if*

Alex-
ty wo't let me
I already trid tat
tried that*

S.f.-
lol welll he sucks

Alex-
actually his dad ai't lettin anyone borrow ODST

S.f.-
really! wow.

Alex-
yea well it is a 70 dollar ame
game*

S.f.-
yeah understandable...idk why kyle is letting this game go around already O.o

Alex-
meh, he trusts his friends

S.f.-
n his cousin =]

Alex-
lol

S.f.-
im just THAT trusted ahaha

S.f.-
well i think im gunna head to my dads study room and see what hes doing chat a bit with him and hmm go to bed =] i'll most likely see u tmrw <3

Alex-
ok call some time....AFTER 10

S.f.-
okay sounds good =] im gunna sleep till 9-30 anyways i need sleeeeep -_-Zzzz lol

Alex
lol
yea you do
you passed out like 6 times today

S.f.-
lol yeah sry about all that
:( i really am
i didnt mean to scare you either

Alex-
well your seizures lasted longer and there were getting a little wiolent
violent(
**

S.f.-
damnit... im gunna have to go see my docter about them.
but yeah im gunna go to sleep and try dream a happy dream. if im tired again tmrw i had the dream n i didnt go bk to bed after it.

Alex-
ok
well I shall pray that you has a good dreams
...DO YOU HAVE A BIBLE!!!!

S.f.-
yeah i do of course
n thnx

Alex-
cause if you do put it beside your bed or like under your pillow cause then you should have good dream

S.f.-
okay =]. oh yeah i didnt have nightmares while me nina n justin were at ur house and i slept beside u. idk what it was but that week i didnt have them then being away from everyone they started bk up again =(

Alex-
...weird!
hehe we should sleep together more often
lol

S.f.-
mhmm oooor maybe ur the kryptonite to my dreams lolol

Alex-
lol yea

S.f.-
haha waaay too much superman comics for me lol
im such a nerd
8-)

Alex-
hehe yea!

S.f.-
brb
wait nvm

Alex-
..ok
well i am gonna crash so ttyl
well i am gonna crash so ttyl

S.f.-
okay me too
good night
dream of meeee lol

Alex-
....hehe how?
lol

S.f.-
lol idk how to dream of someone usually i think of that person before falling asleep then they're in my dream.

Alex-
lol

S.f.-
IF its not a nightmare
im not saying i think of douche bag before falling alseep everytime lol

Alex-
oh oh oh it could be anightmare then....I come and save you from it

S.f.-
yea!!!
lol my herooo! <3

Alex-
hehe yea

S.f.-
but anyways we should go to bed and talk tmrw =]

Alex-
ok

S.f.-
love you, have a good sleep <3

Alex-
DON'T FORGET ODST!!

S.f.
okay i'll hide it on myself so i do haha
jkjk

Alex-
....don't make me shun you

S.f.-
D= noooo

-Alex
lol nah I couldn't I love you too much

S.f.-
^____^ yeee

Alex-
lol
iight night

S.f.-
night

Alex-
love yea! <3

S.f.-
love you too <3 <3

Alex-
....hehe she said she lovez me!

S.f.-
totes magoats
damn skippy i do <3

Alex-
lol
night

S.f.-
nite
<3

Alex-
<3

S.f.-
okay bye!
i want the last word =/
love you

S.f is Offline

help...anyone?

okay this has been really bugging me alot lately
when someone breaks up with someone who they loved alot but u know its over
you'd delete the pics of you and them wouldnt you?
i mean come on you dont wanna have to keep going to ur page and seeing that one person who ment alot to you and they say they loved you hn thats fuking bullshit!
if they loved you they would've let you explain about alot of stuff and tried to yet again give u another chance but no... no they automatically think the worst of you and ignore you.
okay yeah this is me getting mad about the fact DAKOTA still has that pic of us up and my hack on his page i went to his page today to block him and everything and i seen them STILL their.
even on his facebook page the picture of us is still their i know this cause my sister still has him added as a friend and i look thought her friends list for any new random ppl to talk to and fukfukfuk...
idk what to do anymore thought i could try and forget him but i cant every song i ever showed him and he called it way to emo for him but he still listened to it with me, the band stereos he went to the concert with me and i cant even listen to them anymore cause i listened to that stupid summer girl song with him like ALOT.
abunch of all time lows old songs frm their 1st two albums i cant listen to, i cant enjoy listening to fall out boy either, patrick stump has become idk he doesnt apeal to me anymore, its 5:30 and im wired on a energy drink and i've been having thoughts again...
those thoughts are all around commiting suicide so much has happened since i met dakota. i fell inlove and i fell hard in the end he wasnt their to catch me. when i first hung out with him before we started dating he made me promise i wouldnt cut anymore. okay if ur reading this and ur like "shayna cuts?" its not a fucking secret u can plainly see all the scars on my wrist's i told him about everything which major scar was from what and why, but i promised him i wouldnt anymore but three days after we broke up i couldnt take it anymore i started cutting again and i feel soo bad about it and today i had a thought he doesnt want me anymore, my family doesnt really care about me all that much, and my friends idk theirs nina who cares about me alot, colby whos their all the time for me lately, vanessa my bestfriend since we were 2 and her sister talia those are the only friends who really care about me i think idk for sure tho but i thought maybe i souldnt be here i almost died last year from a pill over dose but i didnt idk why tho.
atm im listening to Good Charlottes Hold On and it makes me want to be happy and think it'll get better but nothing ever seems to work for me,i got soo mad at george last night on facebook and twitter and i told him to fuck off and dont ever talk to me again. idk why i did that George has bee such a help since i've meet him and the guys bk in 2007 they're like family older brothers and i sorta messed up with my ciukurescu.

can someone just please help me send me a msg i need to talk with anyone im like almost giving up on everything right now and im scared, really scared so please if anyone reads this msg me on here or facebook please...?

xoxo.
-S

I Love You Dakota <3 (three weeks)

OMG its been exactally 3weeks n 2days since i asked out this amazing boy of mine i love him to death, hes become my everything. if i ever lost him idk what i'd do...wait maybe i do know but thats besides the point...Dakota makes me happy to be alive, okay yeah i have a crazy Dramatic life but he hasnt left my side, which means alot to me. I know i may be a pain in the ass sometimes but thats just me... im a little bit annoying, a little bit of a bitch sometimes.... and i can act like im 5years old at times but that just how i am and you put up with everything since we met and yeah i still dont see how i got as lucky to have you in my life, and i still dont see what u see in me... u call me beautiful and amazingly georgous but i dont see it what i see is a plain girl who got lucky to have such a nice, caring loving guy in her life I Love You for how u make me feel and who i am today i've changed in some ways since i met you and ppl noticed thank you Kota <3. color="#ff99ff">Rascel Flatts - God Blessed The Broken Road

Happy three week anniversary Dakota! I Love You with my entire heart

xoxo
-Your one and only-
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